i was depressed!!

today i was really depressed. the reason being that today my grandfather passed away 8 yrs ago. he was a father figure to me. there are certain things that are really important to me in life. one of it being my grandfather. i love me alot. people sometimes just forget there elders thinking that they had to die but the fact is that it is the memories that one never forgets. i have not forgotten the times spent with him. they are still a part of my life. life is too strange for words wat might happen any second no one knows. my grandfather always said " life is mostly froth and bubble, two things stand like stone, Kindness in another's trouble, Courage in your own" i don't know who wrote it but i heard from my uncle that when my grandfather passed away he found these lines under his study desk. these lines are true in one way or other. i know life is like this forever. each day someone close will die but my question is why does god call only good people? it is hard to let go of some things and maybe i am being just to emotional. i have always looked up to my grandfather. he has been my strength. when i think about him i remember the time when he used to teach me and always wanted me to well and cuz of him i am here. he was a honest man and very hard-working. seeing him has made me one too. he believed in god and said that if you have faith in something it gets you going. i have faith in god and it this faith that gets me going. i have learned one thing that everything happensd for a reason and god is always there to help you. you just need to have faith in him. i believe that where ever my grandfather is today he is watching over me and hopes to see me do well. all these things make remember him and depressed but know he is there and has always been with me. maybe being depressed is not the solution i have to pull myself together and move out of my depression atmosphere and for that i guess i need to eat icecream haha!!! ......